Im feeling pretty strong during trng these days-yknow, a bit of the 'flying' feeling, fast and relaxed kinda thing- but it dawned upon me ytd... Despite that, im not fast enough. Have you heard?sometimes your best just isnt enough ..

Kinda sucks to know when im nearing my prob last competitive race.. Doubt ill be as strong as now ever..

Was talking t a friend, she asked why i trained so hard-what objectives i serve. And i dont know. In fact, i do concur with the intent of her question / statement .

Sky looks gloomy, so does my mind .....

Anyway i picked a pathetic blanket to sleep with last ngt, ggxx!!!! Was curled up like a koala.