When i was 16 and going through that crazy phase in life with all my irrational thoughts and emotions, i did foresee myself being more stable at 20.

Now im 22 but i find myself still irrational and uncontrollable. And id say im in a worse plight than ever. Then, i had a God to lean on to, to be my constant support and listening ear. Now im alone. Completely alone.

I dont know if it was of the Higher being, but i was told that it is my pride - 'wanting to be in complete control of my life'-that is a barrier between Him and i. ...